"feeling worldly," day 2 /  by Philip Tarlow

feeling worldly, 32x28” oil & collage on extra fine portrait linen, as she looked at the end of my painting day today

1:40 PM: i was up at 4:30 this morning so i’d have time to make mikela her coffee, miso soup & smoothie to take with her to the school she’s working with today.

as a result, i got to the studio earlier than usual and worked on the new feeling worldly painting until about half an hour ago, when my energy ran out. as i had expected, she transformed into something very different than how she looked yesterday. and, as always, i’ll have to see how i feel about her tomorrow morning, which looks like it will be another early start.

checkerboard pattters, in siena and black set the tone right now, with the minotaur i introduced yesterday on the right mirrored now on the left. feeling worldly is the title i’m using for this painting. i got it from glancing randomly at an article i had next to me. as it turns out, it’s a perfect fit.

day 1: "feeling worldly," 32x38" /  by Philip Tarlow

feeling worldly, 32x38”, oil on portrait linen, as she looked at the end of my painting day today

3:06 PM: feeling worldly is now in an early stage. i had been working on it laid flat on my painting table, but over the past half hour i tacked her to my East painting wall and introduced oil pastels which when rubbed over the uneven walll surfacem gain a beautiful texture. i’m out of juice for the day, which has been unexpectedly overcast, with temperatures matching the record high for this date of 55F.

the detail you see here shows a portion of a painting of a minotaur, which i made a few decades ago, and which hangs in our house.

2:12 PM: about an hour ago i began work on a new painting titled feeling worldly, 32x38”

it’s way too early to tell where she’s going, but i have a good feeling about this one. for now, i’m painting with the canvas, which is extra fine portrait linen, lying flat on my painting table.

further work on anschutz from above 6" and "creek dance II" /  by Philip Tarlow

creek dance II, 24x20, as she looked following this morning’s tweaks.

1:32 PM: thus far today, i continued modifications top anschutz from above 6 and made some modifications and tweaks to creek dance II.

in creek dance II, the dancing figure is now easier to discern.

BELOW: before (left) and after today’s modifications to the figure, which now has more shadows & some flesh tones on his forehead.

BELOW: anschutz from above 6 before (left) and after today’s tweaks. she lightened up, the figure gained a second leg, the unnecessary grey form below is history& a couple of architectural elements apppear in the upper 1/3 of the composition. spending a lotta time on this one!

re-work of "anschutz from above 6" /  by Philip Tarlow

anschutz from above, 16x20” oil on linen, 2022-25, following todays re-work

3:15 PM: the last time i worked on this painting was in june, 2022. it showed up during our recent studio cleanup, and i’ve had it on the wall since. as with a number of other paintings from that period, the composition seemed too busy and my eye didn’t know where to rest. so thoday i painted over about 3/4 of it, and made some additions, which are all in keeping with my current aesthetic.

BELOW: anschutz from above as it looked BEFORE and after today’s re-work

MOMA 1, 60x60", 2020 /  by Philip Tarlow

MOMA 1, 60×60” oil on linen, 2020

12:31 PM: this painting was created in 2020, and is one of a series i did following a visit to NYC. i shot photos in MOMA as well as the MET, with the intention of referring to them for a new series when we returned home to crestone.

mikela and i decided yesterday that, rather than sitting in my storange room, it would look great on the South wall of our bedroom, which just yesterday became clear of a pile of used clothing. (we donated the clothing to La Puente in alamosa.) it’s too big to fit in our car, and the driveway is still full of ice & snow, so we’ll hand carry it over in a few days when it warms up.

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a slight adjustment to ano kato 40 / “wobble” stretched & hung in house /  by Philip Tarlow

ano kato 40 38x30” 36x32” oil on portrait linen as it looked after painting over the purple stripe on top

wobble, 38x30” oil on linen, stretched and newly hung in our house today

2:52 PM: at the end of my painting day yesterday i added a purplish band of color at the very top of ano kato 40. it’s been bugging me eversince, so first thing i did this morning, after getting 8 1/2 inches of fresh snow off the car, was to get rid of that purple band.so now i’m declaring it resolved and will stretch it as soon as it’s completly dry.

today i didn’t paint. instead, i stretched wobble, which i’ve been wanting to do, so i could bring it over to the house, where it will hang.

ano kato 40 takes a turn /  by Philip Tarlow

ano kato 40, 36x32” as she looked moments ago

12 noon: ano kato was painted over earlier this morning and two dancing figures were introduced. the underlying painting from yesterday shows through in spots, adding movement and marks.

earlier today, i came across an interview with the director of the albuquerque museum, andrew connors, which you can find on new mexico PBS.

he’s talking about the museum’s newly acquired painting by the great american artist, richard diebenkorn. during this 9 minute interview, connors touches on many of the aspects of abstraction in painting in a manner that i found deeply moving. at it’s best, he says, rather than telling us it’s story, it allows us to discover our own story.

this simple, yet profound statement is one that sheds light on my own journey from realism to abstraction. during my 15 years in greece, i learned from and was mentored by two or three of the finest realist greek painters at the time. paradoxically, something i absorbed from them, especially tsarouchis, was exactly what connors says about abstraction!

tsarouchis, in his finest work, was allowing the viewer to discover his or her own story. somethimes, as is the case with these two paintings, he would leave sections of the composition “unfinished.” by signing them he’s letting us know that he considers them “finished,” indicating that he wants us, the viewers, to finish the story, making it more our story, emphasizing that it’s the composition that matters.

ano kato 40, day 2 /  by Philip Tarlow

ano kato 40, 36x32” oil on linen, as she looked at the end of my painting day

3:14 PM: i took ano kato 40 to the next level today, adding the two female figures on the lower left and beginning to flesh out the architectual elements.

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"ano kato 40" / and "anschutz from above" /  by Philip Tarlow

ano kato 40, 36x32” oil on portrait linen, as she looked at the end of my painting day

3:26 PM: today i cut a 41x37” piece of my portrait linen, which leaves enough to stretch a 36x32” painting. this one is part of my ano kato series, which i haven’t added to in a while. ano kato is a greek expression meaning topsy turvey. i thought it was an apt way of talking about my ongoing passion for making paintings of views from above. this one is inspired by photos i’ve shot over time in the metropolitan museum, MOMA and other museums here as well as in athens, greece.

ano kato 40 is, thus far, an integration of two different views from above; something i’ve never done. it will progress in the coming days and you’ll get a better idea of what i’m up to. and so will i!

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1/25/25 watercolor/collage / a 2017 interior /  by Philip Tarlow

this is an interior in oil on linen which we found today in my studio storage room

1/25/25 watercolor/collage 13x11”

5:20 PM: here’s the current state of 1/25/2025bwatercolor/collage.

2:54 PM: i felt that 1-25-25 watercolor/collage needed more white or, in this case, off-white space, which i used collage to attain. you will also notice that i flipped it 90°, so that the blue bit previosuly on the right reads as sky.

1/25/25 watercolor/collage, 13x11”

watercolor/collage 1-25-25, 11x13” as she looked at 1:10pm

1:10 PM: i did some more collaging over the past half hour. i’m liking where it’s going; it’s far more painterly, and the introduction of collaged elements allow what remians of the original watercolor to gain mystery and create suggestive forms, giving the viewer the opportunity to dream his/her own interpretation. i feel that my nightly perusing of wallace stevens poems has expanded my reality in a way that’s showing up.

so i think i’ll stop for today and continue organizing my studio.

12:45 PM: when i entered my studio this morning and glanced at what i did yesterday, i found it boring and predictable. so i began collaging over it with a passion, and here’s how she currently looks.